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[23 Mar 2006|09:41pm] |
i've desided that i'm going to delete my LJ, I never use it anymore...
for those who want to stay in contact with me add me to myspace
www.myspace.com/heartsmouth
i'll give it a few days before i delete this (most likely a month cause i'll forget about it) after that its history.
stay fit and have fun
xoxo
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[06 Feb 2006|08:36pm] |
i was bored today
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[06 Feb 2006|09:43am] |
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livejournal sucks balls now
it can no longer feed me with that excitment it use to...that and i hate writting about myself
the shining is the best movie ever, i realized yesterday that i'm a fool for not owning that fucking movie
i'm going to try not to eat and see how long i can go before i "starve". I don't concider this Anorexia i think more of it as knowing what the homeless feel like....maybe instead of water i'll jsut drink red bull haha
man i'd be sick in no time...not such a good idea....
after this hungry strike or whatever its called i think i'm going to go back to being vegan....yeah....
moreless to shead some unwanted pounds....alcohol has taken a told on me a little. I'd liek to be back around 132 again and i'm about 140 now so...yeah
hmmmm
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[23 Dec 2005|03:25am] |
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i had a fucking awsome time tonight
PLEASE check out the band WISE UP! www.myspace.com/wisethefuckup *listen to pick it up* they are amazing. I did some MAAAAD two-steping tonight. I nearly busted a lung becaus ei smoke too much and i got so much exercise out of it.
FUCK YEAH BITCH, FUCK ANYONE WHO DOESN'T THROWDOWN!
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[18 Dec 2005|07:30pm] |
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For the first time in....many many years i ordered a winter jacket. Its been so many winters since i've owned a jacket but my bones can't fight this winter off so mother nature put me in a figer four leg lock and i tapped out....she won....
ah well the ( jacket )
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[12 Dec 2005|01:49am] |
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my g/f is perhaps the coolest girl ever...incredibly funny, very understanding, all around amazing....not to mention she's a fox ;)
( ♥ )
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[11 Dec 2005|02:43am] |
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CLAPTON OWNS MY LIIIIIIIIIFE
What'll you do when you get lonely
And nobody's waiting by your side?
You've been running and hiding much too long.
You know it's just your foolish pride.
Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.
I tried to give you consolation
When your old man had let you down.
Like a fool, I fell in love with you,
Turned my whole world upside down.
Let's make the best of the situation
Before I finally go insane.
Please don't say we'll never find a way
And tell me all my love's in vain.
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[10 Dec 2005|01:35pm] |
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i must stop drinking whiskey!
i turn into the biggest asshole ever when i get mang'ed off the whisk. I puts about five new holes in my wall, i broke the big mirror behind my door. I spit all over my roomates's door cause he was making me mad. I woke up with several bruses; most likely from fighting something or someone.
but you know how you fix all of this?
no not with a appologies....you get drumk off your ass again.
ROUND 2 TONIGHT!
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[07 Dec 2005|01:27pm] |
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i'm not sure whats wrong with me....
I'm finding it harder and harder to sleep at night. If i have a nap during the day, i'm fucked and i'll be up all night. Seemingly the only way for me to get a good night's sleep is to get drunk.
When i do mange to fall asleep i have the worst nightmares; not all are scary, but when they do scare me it scares me to the point when i wake up in the middle of the night i don't want to open my eyes.
Last night was the worst tho. I had this dream that Satan was trying to get me, but luckly i there was this one girl with me who was trying to protect me.
Let me tell you one part of my dream from last night.
So for some reason i was eatting this HUGE hurshey kiss, one the size of my hand. So I was nibbling at the bottom of it and all this caramel started coming out and was running down the side of it, so i flip it over. When i flip it over its this girls face covered in blood screaming the most horrific scream i've ever heard. I drop the "candy" and all i hear is satan laughing at me....
now thats pretty fucked don't you think?
I've been writting down all these crazy dreams....maybe i can make a sweet movie out of it.
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[01 Dec 2005|12:30pm] |
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i'm no longer single :)
For once i'm completely content with my life; things are going to be juuuuust fine
Oh, i'm going to see the from first to last / haste the day show tomorrow. I'm pretty stoked about that...is it me or does LJ just suck now?
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[25 Nov 2005|04:32pm] |
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( survey thing )
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[21 Nov 2005|10:27pm] |
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Iron Maiden - trooper/Motley Crue -too young to fall in love |
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i ate taco bell today for the first time since...grade 9
instead of gross meat i had beans and rice...i must admit, it could be my new addiction...
on a side note.
Lets pretend we've never made a mistake before. I'm not perfect, but apparently other people are in this world. This isn't direct towards just one person; there are a few of you out there. At least i know i'm not perfect and i can admit when i've done wrong. Pride can be a stinky cologne. I'm not saying this to start more useless drama; i'm just stating my side of this chaos.
fuck it, who gives a shit anymore
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[16 Nov 2005|09:31pm] |
i'm thinking about deleting this...i barely use it anymore anyways
so this maybe the last post i ever make...
so make sure you add me to myspace www.myspace.com/heartsmouth
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[12 Nov 2005|10:27pm] |
holy fuck, someone please get me the hell out of brockville!!!
This place makes a rusted knife in the eye seem like something fun and exciting...
Its a saturday night and i'm sitting at my computer...doing...nothing...at all
In about two minutes i'm going to start drinking by myself, for something to do...
I went and saw jarhead in kingston today. I suggest you all to go to your local movie theater and watch it; very good moive which gets two thumbs up from me.
anyways,
so please if you life around here...save me, i beg you!!
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[07 Nov 2005|07:06pm] |
its my birthday tomorrow so if you live near me could you please buy me booze so i can get drunk on my birthday???
I will love you forever if you do! Being poor sucks :(
♥
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[06 Nov 2005|09:34pm] |
ugh...i "fucked up" again
I had a busy day and had alot of work to do along with a truck full of laundry to do (which isn't completely finished) and i lost track of time and before i knew it a certain someone was mad at me for not calling...I admit, its my fault but i got a feeling that this could have been the last straw...
so tonight i'm not in a very good mood. I hope that i can/she'll let me talk to her tonight :(
in other news...
My birthday is on tuesday; i'm not looking forward to that at all...well other then getting bombed. This week is going to be awsome and shitty all at the same time *sigh*
give me one more chance...
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[03 Nov 2005|01:34pm] |
i'd like to start this entry off with quoting my friend casey
"talent doesn't win cups, heart does....figure that out sens fans"
oh so true...
I don't really have much to write about...
I'm just confused....no; worried would explain it better.
and school sucks.
I'm too tired to write...
♥
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[25 Oct 2005|01:37am] |
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random pictures from the friday night that just passed (at the bar), ah memories...it reminds me of why i love to get drunk
( drunk fest )
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[20 Oct 2005|02:22pm] |
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wow...i think its finally happening, i never thought this day would come.
the last few days have been incredible, things are becoming clear in my head and everything is making sense and falling into place.
This whole weekend, starting today (thursday) is going to be incredible...especailly Saturday! The whole crew of the boys are coming up friday (tomorrow) and its going to be a drinkfest. Anyone in the London ont area are more then well to come over and get drunk.
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[14 Oct 2005|02:08pm] |
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Well i just got home and i'm wired off red bull and i'm kinda bored so i figured i'd take this time to write about my night in Toronto last night...
So last night me and my friends (sina, richard, roman, & ashley) went to see circa survive play at the reverb with mae. It was a pretty tight show, i only watched circa tho, i don't really care that much for mae...although they're really good.
So we parked at the downsview subway station then took a train to Queens, but before that we all got 40's of the sickest beer ever, which strang enough tasted really good to me...
so we boozed on the subway/streets. Then we saw the show...
after circa's set sina and I sat outside and had some cigars and this one homeless lady comes up to use (we were sitting on this step) and asks sina for a ligh...sure enough she pulls the crack pipe and lights it up right behind my back and says to me "don't mind if your back gets hot"....I reply gingerly "well if you want to smoke that dirty rock then go for it but do not get it near me". I kinda felt bad but the last thing i need is a hobo smoking crack on my back
so after everyone meets us outside we deside that we need to drink more...but heres the problem none of us has money...So we go to a little place called SneekyDee's, great place. We order a plate of veggie nachos, two pitchers of beer, and two rounds of hard alcohol drinks....then we dash it hahaha. It tasted oh so good.
on the way home sina and i felt like being assholes and started running up and down cars (i'm sorry if you woke up today to find a huge dent on your car)
we make it back to this broads shit hole residence...we sleep.
We wake up, we're all hungry so we dine and dash again....
that pretty much sums everything up.
ah, good times
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